I AM OUT,MY HEART IS OPEN

Where I am going to start from.
I am all so lonely now ,haha, what luv can do to you
I cant even think straight anymore even though I try
And as if that is not enuf, I sometimes cry
My life, your luv
I am not in pain, but I feel so lied to.
Thinking you was going to be mine.
All I do is keep writing
the only way I can keep consoling ma self.
You have shuttered my heart.
Dampen my strength.
Why did you have to disarm me so sweetly
And betray me as if I was worth nofn
Yes, I was worth nofn cos you taught it to me
When u stabbed me in the dark
I keep telling myself to get over you.
But I just cant, and all I do is; writing about you and me.
Can I ever stop loving you.
Cos I would do anfn to be back with you even though you hurt me so badly.
I am out , my heart is open